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Life Of Mine On Earth : Part 1 , Part
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Updated
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Cardin
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Fri, February 27, 2009 10:37 PM
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Lies
What is there to talk about lies? Well I lied often when I
was a kid. I started to lie about life starting when I was
nine years old. I lied my way out of things and started to
lie to people more then ever in my whole life. I lied because
it made me more popular. I said something that I wasn't at
all. Like when I lied to kids about how my family was rich
but actually I wanted to make myself fit in to groups of friends.
I'm the guy that sits in the back of the classroom and doodle
those silly farm animals on the school desks. I'm the guy
that always sits back and daydream of people liking me more
then what I am now. In real life it isn't that way. They use
to call me names and wonder why one of my eyes goes up and
down like a floating duck. To explain why I had a bad eye,
I was born next to a mango tree in Vietnam and when I cam
out I landed on a rock so it broke the tension in my top left
eye (want to know more about how I got
to American click here). My biggest mistakes ever in my
whole life which stopped me from lying forever is when I hurt
a true friend. I was about 14 years old; I had this friend
who had a crush on this girl so bad so I started to talk to
her giving her hints that my friend likes her. I didn't actually
tell her who it is but I gave little hints. By how she acts
I knew that she was surprise, suspicions, and really want
to know who it is. I kept this begging of her on for months
till one time it broke out that I lied so much about my friend
which was not true at all. I had a huge fight with my friend,
but I kept on denying it. One day I tried to please my friend
for forgiveness, but disappointment shown on his face. He
gave me a smile and walk off. From then I lost a true friend
of my life. Every night I tried to lay back and sleep, but
pictures of my friends keep on popping up of times we're out
hanging together. From that I learned a big lesson for life.
I learned that true friendship is really hard to get. I learned
that a lie doesn’t only make you happy for a momentary,
but once the listener figures the truth of the lie then you're
nothing to them. From then I stopped lying because I figure
that true friendship comes from truth. I am now the guy looking
for a friend to share instead of looking for popularity.
Enemies
Enemies to me are a short period of time only. In my whole life
I had never hated anyone longer then two months. Why hate? I figure
that when I hate someone it makes me think about that person for
days. I don't think why I hate them at all. The really reason
why I hate them is because I'm jealous of them. I learned that
this life shouldn't be wasted on hating at all. Hate is just a
waste of time making you fear, anger, etc...
Keep these three things in mind
+ if someone done something bad against
you then don't hate them for it. Tell them and smile instead of
showing your anger.
+ Let their conscious play with them
instead of you hating them because some people doesn't really
care about you. Those who does will know what to do.
+ There's only one life so don't
waste miserable days, month, and even years of hating that person.
These three advices that I’ve given to you guys have gave
me happiness for the past years of my life. Sitting here staring
out the window I remember back when I was eighteen. That summer
was my second visit to my sister in Vietnam. After coming back
to school I've missed her a lot. Every free moment at school I
stared at my sister picture. For about two months I've been ignoring
my friends. One time at lunch eating with my friend I couldn't
spare the time to talk to my friend and stared at my sister. A
girl name Amanda came up to me and said "Is that your girlfriend?
I know she's your sister, but are you guys really sister and brother...”
She continues to talk but words where like silences of the humming
of nature. Her silence continues to get louder, louder, and louder
till that night her speech repeated continuously throughout my
mind. After that day I finally realize the miserable things that
love can do to a person heart. I began to act weird around her
and talk in different tones. This started the “great”
misunderstanding of life. She thought that I had a crush on her
and teenage high school lifeless begins from then. This hate/madness
had made me cry for days and months. From this I've learned a
great deal of how to live in this life. I learned that I shouldn't
hate people for what they say. Instead I should always smile no
matter what people say. I'll just take it as a joke, smile, and
walk off. I learned that life isn't worth hating because there
are lots of other better things to do then hating them. Like for
an instance I can save my hate time to think of my love life and
sister. I can also think of ways that I could spice up this life.
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