Cardin Nguyen

For Luner New Year

I went home to visit my family. Though it wasn’t the best New Year but its not the sadest. After coming home seeing my mother laying there not budging at all. It quite sad. Trying to get her to join parties and other new years invitation but she would.
But anyways moving on that night that I drove home with Binh we stopped at EQC (Emernald Queen Casino) where Minh Tuyet, Cardin, and other that sang. Out of all of the singers I think I like Minh Tuyet the Best.
Esspecially her Techno that she sang toward the ending. On Videos she sound very professional but in person she sounds alot better. That night at the casino I drank 2 glass of beer with some friends. Though I’m still able to hold myself but I’m going wild. It was so fun. I notice that night I Talk so much! Binh and I withdraw each 100 dollars and play at the casino all night . Wow! I didn’t believe my first time playing casino that 100 bucks would last me that long anyways!

Beside that! he drove me back home to my parents.

Then the boring starts! But the trip I value most is coming home to see my brother Tai and Nghia.

Also lately been working on servers! Flogao.com and flogao.com.br servers. So crazy. Ususually I charge 700 atleast to manage all the servers but this is a good friend so charging him 300 isnt a bad deal.

but over all its a blast!

Cardin Nguyen

Lately I met a friend name Cristana from Brazil who ran a site flogao.com.br . Thought I never really believe in having a true friend from another country. But During the past month I realize I was wrong. Though sitting at the computer and exchanging knowledge with him. I learned alot. One day he popped up being so scared of being hack like this site was hacked together. I realize that his network over all wasn’t secure thats the reason why he’s not able to protect his servers. So Offered him plans to move to a better server call The Planet. So far we’re in the processes of moving. Also about school? I’m slacking..trying to catch up but dont know why I dont have the mind to stick to studying. but I gotta start studying or else I’m going to fall behind so bad.

thats my life so far..reading

Cardin

Lately I met a friend name Cristana from Brazil who ran a site flogao.com.br . Thought I never really believe in having a true friend from another country. But During the past month I realize I was wrong. Though sitting at the computer and exchanging knowledge with him. I learned alot.
One day he popped up being so scared of being hack like this site was hacked together. I realize that his network over all wasn’t secure thats the reason why he’s not able to protect his servers. So Offered him plans to move to a better server call The Planet.
So far we’re in the processes of moving.

Also about school? I’m slacking..trying to catch up but dont know why I dont have the mind to stick to studying. but I gotta start studying or else I’m going to fall behind so bad.

thats my life so far..reading

Cardin

Christmas Day!

This year is fun actually. With all the tampering mind from Miss J. It aches like hell but hanging out with my friend today was hella fun. Around 4pm Long Do gave me a call to head up to Tacoma.
Sitting there knowing the consequences of going up there ! Damn they going to make me get drunk! But heck with it. I decided to get my butt up and get out to forget about JayJay N. While driving up there I couldn’t stop thinking. With alot of things roaming through my mind thinking of her but what is there to do. We all live a life of love of games. But heck when is all the game going to stop.
While there at Long house I had a great time. I ate crabs and had alot alot of other food.
I went kicking in seatle all night long. Found out there’s an Asian Club up there too. haha I live here a long time and heck I dont even know where Chinks clubs is up here. Finally know where it is….hehehe now that was hella fun. I sang a couple of song Sound like a goose on a a run but heck…it was fun….was forced to sing again after losing some games with the girls. Bo me Trinh so mean. made me drink so much……

Buh meh…..drink aint me…this just one in a life time just to forget a damn girl…but hell it was one in a life time.

No next time….no more falling in life. Its hell…

she play games you play games…when is it going to end…

screw it..I’m stepping out.

Cardin

Christmas Eve…

there cant be any christmas eve that makes me sadder then tonight. Sitting at home doing nothing here all alone. With not a single soul to talk to. Just makes me really sad. I dont feel like typing anymore.

just another sad christmas

-Cardin

This morning as I cruise the mall shopping for stiff. I walked past Be Nancy, dang she changed so much. Took about ten step past her then realize that I just pasted nancy turned back and there she was yelling for my name at the glimpse of happiness. Hmmm hehehe so happy to see her again. We decided to go to the food court sat down and exchanges jourals of life. It was quite fun hearing that my sis doing ok. Thats pretty much all I did today. Sat there and talk to her then finish my shopping. Gott head out there again later tomorrow.
well take care..
dont know what to say more.

-Cardin

Is it just me but its so hard waiting for something you want. Sitting here as my stomach aches for that one thing I want. There I sat, as the time tick each hand on the wall. It seem to slow down time. Ahhh

I want to go back to school. Its alot more fun when schools in session.

Ahhhhhhh

I miss her……
when shes here here at my finger tips I dont miss her.
but when shes gone..I miss her..
life sucks

Dear Journal,

Awww what does it mean more to be backstabbed? Well after realizing the meaning of it aproximately at 9:30pm today it really hurts. I honestly dont know what to say more. But heck in life you dont know that a special person in your life is special till you’re on the verge of losing them. Dera god, just give me that one more chance not to make the same mistakes

360-9*1-7*81 <– gonna choke that guy in my dream.

but over all theres nothing I can do..take care journal. see you in my next journal entry.

gaaa

Cardin

Dear Journal,

I guess today as I woke up at 11 o’clock today it was so painful to even drag myself out of the bed. I dont know if this is a good idea to take Cory in and help him at all. But over all heck its already done so I gotta try my best.
Yesterday I was watching a movie about a father kiling his own son. OH gody its so sad. I was crying so much but heck after wkaing up this morning I finally realize what I have been doing wrong. Hmmm

Oh well dont know what else to say..just too much in my mind right now. Talk with you later.

Cardin

Dear Journal,

how sad is it to be accused of things that you didnt do. Walking and living is really hard as you take each breath in an out. Please as many of you are reading this . I dont read email from here and dont pm me. this site is just for my family and friends to read. its just sad to be acused. I realize that having a name is harder then having a life. A name signify who you are. But what does it mean to really have a name dedicated to yourself? it has no meaning no more.
I close my eyes and shorten these breaths and exale greatly understanding why people blame others for things thats you’re not the one that started it. So thats why I’ve decided that I wont be checking this email no longer. This email will just sit here and emty as the mail box gets full.
Second of all, now I know how it is in the media world. One media could actually fucks withones life with just their false facts. its really sad..

thanks alot liers out there.

does it mean I have to change myself just to make myself different ? fuck you ! heck I aint changing who I am! So fuck your media. you know who I’m talking to.

fades…

Cardin