It’s been close to two weeks that my life has stable out. I’ve been doing ok with my son and my thinking has matured up. Last two weeks I been saving up and planning my trip down to Florida to see Co^ Minh and a best friend in Miami. Leo is a friend that I met back in 2002 and been great friend since. We only seen pictures of each other but never met in person. Leo has always been true to me as a friend. Even though we have never met in person except hear his voices. Thats one thing that I like to point out in life. Sometimes people who are close to you are a bunch of liers and never true to you. I have been stabbed by friends and relative but Leo …….. I have to admit sometimes people who are true to you are those who stuck around with you since the begining. Leo has always been there for me even though we couldn’t meet in person. It’s amazing how out of all the people you know and only person you can trust is the person that you don’t know. Leo is like the other brother that I haven’t met. It’s the same feeling when you stand next to your blood brother knowing that he is your brother. Opposite of that is Leo being my distance brother. Even though living this new life is tough but having someone to love makes it sure easier.
Trieu and I got to know each other since I got more time to pay attention to every bits of aspects of him. I watched the way he changed his attitude. I tried to teach him how to act. I tried to adopt some discipline teaching him if he does something wrong he’ll have to face the wall. It’s tough at this age because every single time he throws things on the ground I made him stand against the corner. As soon I force him to stand there he turns around and he hugs me and cry which makes it a lot harder to stand up to his baby acts. I’m a bit happier now that my son eats more. After figuring what he likes it makes it easier. He likes sweets so feeding him with a little suguar and salt mixed food inproves his intake. A picture in my mind that keep repeat is the way my son acts so much like sponge bob raising his hand running. He loves sponge bob! Oh god I just think that show is stupid but he like is so much watching it constantly. I tried to make him watch Barneys, but instead he cries till he get his spongebob!
Getting back into the balll game is a bit harder then I thought with the responsibiltiies that is left on my hands. As I speak daily with Linh I began to love ♥ Linh more for the facts that she is truthful making my heart changes. Her hearts force me to be truthful to myself and her. Ahh tired typing now so I’m going to VIDEO!
I decided since I walk out I will never look back. If I look back I will not understand what I have gone through! So Don’t worry guys hang tight. I will keep trying till I get up!
Ai cung phai trai mot su dau thuong nao. Cardin se khong quay ve va khong nhin lai. Chuyen xua da qua con bay gio la mot noi co don ko the ta. Moi dem nam om phone ma cho mong mot nguoi phone. Hen xui cho mong phone ma khong thay phone. Hen Xui moi thay txt message! Dauuuu kho qua!!!! Cho tui chit di, dung cho tui cho
Video 7 – “Sẽ Không Quay về Sẽ Không Nhìn Lại” (DL) – Vietnamese Video