Tick Tock! What a long day?
Have you ever sat at one place and start at the clock as it tock? Dang I tried that today sitting at the non-digital clock moves it hands each ticket. The four hours wait really sucks! At the end I finally gave up waiting for that one phone call. Damn! I hate that kind of wait….
Pretty much today I went out to Fred Myers to print some digital pictures from Ngoc’s wedding, Family Canadian trip, and New York trip, but I dont know if I’m going to send it out. Probably not!
Revenge? eh? well anyways sometimes I like that word and sometimes I dont. BUt over all what is there to revenge after you try to satisfy yourself? In the end theres nothing left but yourself! So dont revenge guy!
I love labor day! Though I got no job standing here with my hands in my pocket still lost!
Hey Journal, Have you ever felt lost hope before? When you felt that something was right but then a brick wall got in the way? Thats what I’m feeling at this moment. I dont know where to start and where to end. But over all what ever happens I’ll still always be here and love my family and return that “hieu” to my parents. Ahhh well pretty much what happen was that I recieved a phone call from Armlien yesterday and talked over 4 hours and found lots in common. But then Armlien troops stepped on the way and ask me to back off. Whats more important to do at this moment? Personelly if I was dislike at first sight then I’ll back off. The reason is that its better be friends then make enemies..ahh gaaa dont know what to say! I’m so lost and hate the way people work and view life.
I tried sleeping again tonight but it was hard. I’m happy and sad and happy! Ahh dont know why I’m sad! Anyways beside that I’ve been sitting here watching Tan So Luu Huong! It’s a very good movie but it as good as the old version of it.
At this point I dont know if this is true or just false illusions! How can you tell its real or fake? Hmmmmmmmmm ahhh I’m talking jibbish again! Sorry guys! Gonna try to get myself staight and stop talking in metaphor!
At the end that feeling that I want to retain finally left me once again. I think thats it for me and closing the door forever.
Ahhhhh I’m going to sleep~!!!! Later Journal! Maybe next time I’ll update a longer letter.
THATS IF I GOT ANYTHING TO SAY!