When you think of life there so many things to do.
Though break may be sad but theres nothing you can do except acceept the fact that you gotta move on. After thinking awhile losing friends such as V. I know for sure now that hes avoiding me.
After the breakup my parents set me up with a friend of theirs (far cousin, 6 generations away). So we’re talking right now.
for one I dont feel right
for two I dont feel right
for three my friends are gone
for four I dont know what to do.
But then hey I can’t be sad all the time. Maybe letting my parents decide where I sit may be better.
But then it sucks to see someone you love fall in love with your bestfriend then your best friend end up ignoring you.
am I really that complicated?
it hurts to go through it.
but hey its the end of me being sad.
I’m just going to dress the way I want to dress
I’m just going to be what I want to be
My goal is to work and make money
those who are true friends they will always be here.
those who aren’t your friends will leave you
well anyways thats it for my journal. just random thoughts