Cardin Nguyen 
December 27, 2009Back in the days I studied my ass of in books. I never went out or hang out with my friends much. I stayed at home and study. Sometimes I would go out with Linh when she want me to. Beside that I’m a nerd! I was shuffling through my files cleaning out old files, sorting, and deleting old files. I came across really old pictures. This is the picture that I found back in 2002 when I first went off to college. In the next few journals I’ll show you a few pictures of my pass to bring back the memories that created who I am today.
This picture is taken at Western Washington University when I first went to University. When looking at these old pictures I miss the old days when you don’t have to worry about anything except books. Now I’m older I have to face reality that its not easy to go back to the days. You have to be strong and fight reality. But looking at this picture made me strong and understand that the past is what made who I am today. Without history to remind me how I got here I would have fallen so many more times. I love to dess white and black back in the days. Don’t know why those two colors are the two favorite colors.
Dear God, I hope you hear my cries in this journal. I hope you hear it fromt he bottom of my heart. I pray that my mistakes for this life time so far will not be punish upon my son, Trieu. So far Tran has punished my son enough. It has done a huge damage with my son and I. I just hope the remaining of this life it will be easier for us. Sghhhhh
Anyways, its almost time to hop on the plane and head to Miami-West Palm, Florida again. My son and I will make the best of it this time! Down to the sunny states away from his money hungry mother. Sighhhhh ok should never thought about it …ahh dont know whats wrong with me today. Sorry guys! I broke my promise. I need to stop now. See you next journal. Sorry I have to quit here else I’ll go nuts. See you next time guys!
“Big Friend – Andy Lau ” – (12/28/2009) – Thank god I have a big friend my side! Today I decided that Andy Lau would best fit this journal. Ms. Tran made me mad really mad but after listening to this song I have something bigger to think of then just her issues with her want to party.