I’m laying here watching Fast and Furious 7. It’s such a good movie! The friendship in the movies means so much. I’m so jeslous the friendship between Dom and Paul Walker , Mexican and white means so much. They trust each other with their life. I’m jealous that in real life we don’t have that kind of friendship onces we are married. Movies are so good, sometimes I want to live in movies land. Promises in movies exaggerated so much that it makes it so beautiful. Promise in life was broken in a few words. Sadly it was my day .
I can never see any more promises as a concrete. I already knew this while working for the force and I promised myself that I won’t fall into the trap anymore. Again I fell into the land of being toyed. Once they are done with what they need them they let u go. Now I feel sad for the dogs, now I feel sad for the IT folks. Now I understand the differences of rich and the poor.