Oh lord I got so many clothes. It's going to donations! Going to Vietnam to stay for a year is gonna be tough and fun! I'm so ready for the culture shock and challenges! My folks stil in their game of trying to convince me to come back and work! But who cares! I can work anywhere in the world with my job and skills! I talked with my bosses at Cameo Designs and CPN, they both said I could head off and still get paid for work! Awesome eh? But my mom still want me to come back and get another job because I work so less hrs. She doesn't understand that even though I work less hrs but my job is very intensive when theres work. So hrs when theres no work it covers the massive work hrs. =) Mom sure are greedy. She doesn't understand that during those hrs that you don't work you're pretty much on call!
Cardin co nhieu do qua…ngay mai dep cho GoodWill 6 bao. Nguoi me nao cung tham lam het. Me Cardin khong cho Cardin ve Vietnam o mot nam. Me Cardin noi du Cardin lam 2-4 tieng mot ngay Me muon Cardin tim them mot cong viec nua. Lam nhieu do la duoc roi ma con muon Cardin kiem thiem mot cong viec nua. Aiyyaaaaah….
August 29th,2010
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I'm excited to move back home! It's been 9 years since I graudated from Capital High School. I started to used Facebook to reconnect to people that I know over the years. I'm quite happy how everyone turn out. When you look at yourself you feel really sad. When you work in digital electronics it turns out to be quite sad because you're so isolated and disconnected. So many old friends accepted me on facebook. I sat there browsing their profiles and realize how sucessful they are. When I look at myself I Feel bad. Working at home and behind this desk gets sickening! Fight fight guys! Fight!
Sitting here staring at everything I got in this house. I got so many things that I bought over the years! It's sick!
ahhhhhh
August 17th,2010
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Wow it's been quite sometime now! Time sure flies! It's almost october again! One more year older! Now I finally understand why people always say enjoy it while it last. Lately I've been helping my brother Nghia get into the webhosting business. He has problems trusting so its hard to jump into a business that he can't learn to trust. I know theres alot of problems but there's always chance you have to take. I'm having a hard time teaching him becuase he can't learn to trust. But then he come to me. He must trust me to some extend…
I'm very happy also! My son is learn how to talk now! He's copying what I say even though its not clear but its decent enough for you to hear!
I've been getting alot of headache lately. Lots of bad news comes after another one! ahhhhhhhhh..more shopping to do! ahhhhh..
I just woke up! Don't have anything else to say.
Aiyahhh lai tiem mot tuoi nua! Nam nay sao nghe nhieu chuyen met wa……1 thang truoc da nhuc dau…tuan nay la nhuc nhat…….aiiyahhhh….nguoi viet minh hay noi dung nen yeu..yeu roi kho lam…..bay gio Cardin moi biet that ra song mot minh suong nhat. Nhung bay gio da yeu roi nhung biet lam sao……yeu nguoi khong nen yeu mot ban nhac cua Khanh Phuong hat nghe hay lam. Cac ban nghe roi noi cho Cardin biet hay khong cardin @ cardinnguyen.com …mong nguoi nghe se hieu duoc sao dang ong khoc…
Background Song - "Yeu Nguoi Khong Nen Yeu – Khanh Phuong"
August 13th,2010
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The last few days I been working on preparing for Nancy vacation. She's going to be leaving to france September 13 for 6 weeks. We're trying to get all shipping to fullfillment center. We just hired Lex a new employee to replace Tracy. We just strike a deal with a Corset Maker who we'll be their executive seller in United States. Since then we been whipping up massive work to put Best Corsets Store online. Now Nancy mother Jaunita wants to do the shipping. Theres so many changes to the company that been keeping me busy.
Even though I've been so busy that I barely could sleep, but I still manage to find the time to think and listen to muisc. Sometimes I feel really loneliness. Now even with this song "Thu Tinh, Tinh Yeu va Noi Nho" – Bang Cuong.. Though I am happy with my son, but I feel lonely. Every day is like any other day. Coming home from work and cook and watch my son grow up. I'm going no where except I'm getting older by the day. <sigh>
Dau nay Cardin busy muon chet. Boss moi vua mướn nguoi moi Lex la nhan vien moi. Cardin guip coi a cai dat PhotoShop va email outlook.cameomanagementgroup.com. Nancy thang 9 nay di qua France choi nen phai sap dat cho Nancy di. M.e cua Nancy bay gio muon lam Shippping luon. Dang le Cardin dinh cho Shipping dua qua company khach de ho. lam shipping cho minh. Nhung bay gio khoi can nua. <sigh>
Du dau nay Cardin ban nhung van co thoi gian de nghe nhac. Moi vua nghe nhac cua 'Tinh Yeu va Noi Nho" cua Bang Cuong nen bay gio dang ngoi khoc nhu baby. Cardin nhuc dau qua troi luon. Dao nay con Linh quay gd cua Cardin muon chet. 1 tuan truoc Linh phone voi chi Hai quay chi Hai. Chi hai ko co muon noi chuyen voi ai het. Tru` ra gd minh gio thieu thi chi 2 moi noi chuyen. Chi 2 chui Cardin sao Linh phone duoc chi Hai. nhuc dauuuu wa….Cardin ghet nhat nguoi ta điều tra password cua minh. Nguoi Cardin tin tuong nhat trong doi nay van la Moinca. Monica doc email roi luc nao cung noi Cardin nen lam gi ma ko co quay. Ba Linh nay qua qua troi luon…nhuc dauuuu wa…..da co nhieu chuyen de lo roi ma bay gio con phai nhuc dau ba Linh chao cua co Minh nua. aiiiyahhhhhhh..
Moi ngay Cardin thuc day di lam 3 gio sang de kiem tien. Lam cho den 6 gio sang ve nha nau com cho con an. Roi ngu..Ngu chut roi thuc day 10 gio sang phai lam viec cho Nancy cho den 6 gio chiều. Du thoi gian thay xa nhung thoi gian qua nhanh. Cardin lau lam roi khong douc khoc nhu hom nay. Nghi lai khong biet minh lam met nhu vay de lam gi . Ngoi day viet nhat ky nay ma khoc tham lang mot minh. Con xui du nua…dung luc ngoi khoc nghe duoc ban nhac Thu Tinh cua Bang Cuong con noi len canh co don cua Cardin. Dau khong phai la noi co don cua minh. Dau chinh la nguoi minh cau mong se yeu minh lai la nguoi quay linh hon cua minh. Tinh Yeu qua loi noi khong bang su hanh dong cua minh. ……buon nua roi….chac lam het noi roi cac ban oi……bay gio dang ngheo ma con gd quay len quay xuong.
aiyahhhhhhh. 2 ngay truoc Cardin cup Internet va Tin Nhan tren phone roi. Moi thang co Mang va Tin Nhan la $110 va dong thue gi dong nua. Bay gio thi chi dong 59$. Cardin cung thay minh ko can sai nen bo luon. Khang khang mot dong chuyen de lo lan, mot dong chuyen de suy nghi, mot dong chuyen de ton tien, khang khang tu lam kho ban than. Cardin chieu kho mot minh duoc nhung suc luc cua nguoi dang ong la nguoi dan ba minh se thuong minh, se khong pha, khong quay minh…ngược lại nguoi minh muon thuong la nguoi quay linh hon cua Minh……..Cardin hua voi ban than Cardin se ko noi chuyen voi ai het..cung se khong cho ai biet ngay ve cua Cardin het. Tham lang ve Vietnam choi mot minh….khong cho ai biet het….cung khong muon noi chuyen voi ai trong thoi gian cho doi ve Vietnam. Tha ra minh dau ko nghe tieng nguoi Yeu mai mai con hon gap nguoi tinh/nguoi yeu, nguoi vo giong me cua Cardin. Dung hieu lam Cardin a`! Cardin thuong m.e lam. Nhung Cardin khong toan trong cach suy nghi cua m.e Cardin. Hoi tre me khong hieu chuyen gi het. Bay gio hieu chut chut…..M.e Cardin nhu em be' vay do……..Chuyen gi minh ko muon gap lai gap…aiiiyahhhhhhh nhuc dau nua ……
THOI! Cardin met roi, 5 gio roi bay gio Cardin mua 2 beer ve uong cho de tam than thoải mái mot chut.
Banground Song: "Tinh Yeu va Noi Nho – Bang Cuong" – mot ban nhac nghe roi ghet bản thân mình.
August 4th,2010
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Trieu spent two nights over at his mothers. I picked him up this morning. After that we went home ate some macroni then head off to the mall. I spent about 3 hours in the mall roaming around deciding what to buy for my 20+ sisters/sisters-in-laws. Bac 6 definetely has his groove moving constantly.
After that we went home and watch Cartoon Networks for the remainder of the day. Chu Nam Phuong call and said that I should be calling Vietnam over the phone more often and stop using Skype or Yahoo! Messanger that much because no proof to show to consulate. Sad eh? more money to spend?
Hom nay sao ruot Trieu ve 2 cha con an Macroni. Sau ki an xong Cardin va Trieu di mall mua qua. Troi oi! Bac 6 sao co nhieu con qua. Bay gio phai mua qua cho chi-em-anh-em. Mua xong roi ngheo luon! Hom nay Cardin mua duoc 3 mon qua. Tuan sao di mua tiep! DI mall het 3 tieng dong ho. Aiiyahhhh.
Sao do 2 cha con ve nha coi phim quat hinh. A` chu Nam Phuong goi khieu Cardin phai phone ve Vietnam ban phone de co bang chung minh noi chuyen qua phone. Chu khong muon Cardin moi chuyen bang Skype va Yahoo! nhieu qua. Nen bay gio mot tuan chac Cardin phone ve noi chuyen voi chi-em $20-50 =).
Aiiyah dung la con nguoi tin khong bang ong troi tin. =)
Background Song: "Neu Nhu – Van Quang Long" Just another sad song about love. If we could all live in peace, if we could all know when to let go it would be a wonderful world. Lai them mot ban nhac buon nua. Cardin co mot con mắt ma da buon nhu day roi. Chac la co 2 con mat la chet mat tieu lau roi. Coi nhung bay gio minh khong thay gi la tot nhat. Da co mot cuot tinh nhu day roi con bay gio chung minh them mot lan cuot tinh nhu day nua Cardin trai tim tan nát. Nen Cardin nghi lai minh nen song vui ve len coi nhu khong thay gi het.
July 28th,2010
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Sometimes life gets complicated when things seem down and low because everything's seem to hit all at once. The one way in is the only way out you got. Times get shorter as my days pass by. Vietnam trip is getting a lot closer. I once was successful with the brain I got. I could do it again with a better partner. My boss Nancy Lynn and now also my partner in muti-site business that we'll be operating. (GOTCHA! The title sounds scary and sad again eh?). I spent the last 5+ months selling corsets and maintain servers. I've been watching John Jonas videos who talks about outsourcing $250 a month to Philippines. I spent the last 5+ months selling corsets and maintain servers. Now I'm ready to write the next chapter of my life with my partner (NOT LOVE PARTNER).
Con duong vao mot trai tim cung la con duong ma ra trai tim. Cardin dao nay buon qua. Co nhieu nguoi pha Cardin muon chet. Hom qua nho Monica phone noi mot cau lam cardin suy nghi hoai. Dep trai khong phai la co toi, ma toi nghip moi dung. Luc con nguoi xáo trộn het minh hay di lam chuyen dien dao. Cardin ngoi o day trong can phong nay nhin nguoi minh hang dem nho den lam chuyen minh ko tuong tuong duoc. Ngoi o day roi nuoc mat. Du Cardin biet Cardin co toi loi voi nguoi ay. Nhung Cardin chi muon biet con nguoi song co mot cai mien ai cung co. Nen phai can than nen Cardin moi noi ra mot chuyen ma Cardin hua se ko noi de cho nguoi yeu minh hoc mot bai hoc lon. Minh la chong thi ko sao nhung Cardin cung so loi ngon ngoat cua nguoi khac. Duong vao mot tinh yeu cung la duong di ra. linh tính cua Cardin gao nay chinh sac lam. Da biet chuyen sai ra …..aiiiya ba con oi..buon nua roi….dung la ong troi kheo choc minh ma. Nguoi minh khong muon gap lai gap. nguoi minh muon gap lai gap khong duoc. Co Ban nao muon phone noi chuyen thi phone. Cardin buon waaaaaaaaa…dung la sach co cau "Dung nen lam chuyen gi minh khong muon nguoi ta biet." Bay gio Cardin coi ai cung la ban tot cua Cardin het. Ko co nguoi yeu ma cung khong muon co nua. Cardin bay gio thiet la so roi…….khong muon yeu nua…….Con duong vao mot trai tim cung la con duong Cardin di ra mot minh tham lang. Xin loi cac ban. Dam cuoi cua Cardin nghi la khong thanh nua dau. Buon waaaaaa..thoi bye bye.
Thoi Cardin ngu khong duoc nua. Bay gio chay xe vong vong choi cho vui. Chuc cac ban mot ngay vui ve.
Background Song: "Nhu Vay Nhe – Khac Viet" – Mot ban nhac noi het tam trang 100% cua Cardin bay gio. Just another sad song for the day. A Song that tells everything about me this moment.
Sometimes when we’re confuse, lost, or need some room to breath we all have our own secrets to run to. When I turn 16; brand new driver license with a car I usually drive all the way to Ocean Shores way way out in Shelton to breath. That’s what I did today with my son. I took him to the ocean and let him play. Its nice sitting here listen to the the ocean waves. I wish I was a kid again when I stare into space. Sitting there looking at my son run around looking under rocks to look for small crabs crawlers. I don’t regret what I did when I was young but I do regret I didn’t do enough. Sitting there listen to the oceans calms you down so much. I can hear bitsy sound that we couldn’t hear. You can hear the birds from distances; you can hear the waves calling, you can hear people talking from miles away. Can’t explain while I’m a bit slow and down today. hmmmm
Co luc con nguoi can khoan trong de thở, hay buon, hay chi muon suy nghi. Hoi nho Cardin luc 16 tuoi co bằng lay xe Cardin chay ra nguoi Ocean Shores o Shelton ma ngoi mot minh. Hom qua lai thiem mot ngay buon khong noi ra duoc. =( … ngoi o hoai Ocean hom nay Cardin thay khoe hon nhieu. Cardin hoi nho di choi cung nhieu nen ko co hối hận chuyen gi het. Bay gio chi hối hận minh khong co di choi nhieu hon. Cardin luc buon thich ra hoai Ocean ma ngoi nghe tieng Sóng Vô. Ngoi ở đó Cardin nhin Trieu choi thay vui ve. Cau mong minh se mai mai con nho khong buon nhu bay gio.
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see you in next journal, hen gap nhat ky khac.
Background Song: “Tinh Nhat Phai – Don Ho” - (original sang by Caravan of Life – Andy Lau in Cantonese). Don Ho sang it in Vietnamese perfectly. Its about a love you put into all your life and she walks out of your life. Ban nhac nay la orignal cua Andy Lau. Don Ho hat ban nay cung nay. Noi ve tam trang cua Cardin bay gio. Buon oi la buon ….
July 24th,2010
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